The light was on,
And it won’t die.
A box brimming,
It can’t hold no more.
It vomited, given up,
It was fed up with a lot.
A roll of tape was bought
It lied there on the side
Stuffing laughter and tears
Dried up beer bottles,
Used as ash trays for nights
Scattered candy wrappers
Into the trash bags
Dust bunnies looking like cat
Rolling itself in more dust
Purring for treats
Reminders of what’s not there
Of course, there was never a cat
And there was never a month
Since that day sogged my pillows
Hearts like coral reefs
Dead and covered in moss
That’s why the box,
That’s why the dust.
Wishing that tears bring forth life
Instead it brought none
It’s just water on the pages
It’s just clouds giving birth
To more clouds
I left what the box vomited
Leaving as quickly as I could
But left in that brimming
Was my being
On a pile of ashtrays and beer bottles
Battered and bruised; covered in loss
Bones for the next owner to see
And throw in another trash bag
I hope it’s a black one
Sturdy enough for sharp edges
To not cut thru
People shouldn’t see
The gore of that body
The ink that was flowing
Flesh should be buried.
Boxes big enough
for all grief.
